Thursday, February 10, 2011

Loner much?

As i walk around campus everyday I begin to feel like I'm so...insignificant. Everyone has their best friends, their crew, their group of socialites while I'm stuck just viewing it from the outside. May day is : class then work then study and maybe some tutoring sessions. I have no life. HA- that's the huge epiphany here right? Not exactly. As i walk around and keep to myself, and wish that there was someone to talk to about it all, i day dream. Dream of the other person that feels the same way. I don't twenty partying buddies on campus because i don't party.
*GASP* shocker
I don't drink, I don't club , I'm boring (to some). This has all made me realize that I am the epitome of the individual. In all my uniqueness and glory, I am special. I don't do the common college thing. I'm on a completely different level.
I am a MISFIT
in the words of one of my youth pastors. Since coming to this conclusion i realize that I'm not supposed to fit with everyone, do everything, or be just anybody. I am Monica and I love it.

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