This post is designated to the study of THAT girl (Monica).
I grew up here in Dallas, about 15 minutes Northwest of here. My dream has always been to get into SMU. At a very young age I recognized my artistic abilities and began drawing like crazy. I wish I could show you some of my work but sadly I don't have any photos to share. I have been dabbling in the art scene here at SMU.
This bio isn't really to tell you who i've been, or even who I am now, its to explore who I am becoming. In the past two years I have transitioned from the introverted sheltered little girl, to a woman ( work in process).
I understand my strengths and also am now admitting my weaknesses.
I'm not the best at everything
I'm not just the smart girl
I'm not as emotionless as I try to seem
I stress A LOT ( but I'm getting better)
Sometimes I'm too obsessed with being organized and I seem like a freak
I'd rather watch cartoons than the news
I don't party and drink
I'm afraid of growing up and being on my on ( but don't tell my mom)
I pretend to have everything figured out
I was abused by a boyfriend at 16
I'm just now regaining my self confidence (from that horrible relationship)
I realize that I will fail in life
a B is NOT the end of the world (neither is a C+)
I am not PERFECT
and you know what, thats okay with me. I'm done masking or hiding who I am because of others. I accept me and all my good and bad attributes. This is real. This is me.
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